It's been 365 days without you now man. But forgive me for it still not sinking in as you've been a constant in my mind this past year. Sometimes I happen across a place a person a thought a memory. Be it seeing a post about game of thrones and remembering our debates on what we were "sure" was gonna happen with the characters. Little did we know the ending would suck as hard as it did! 😖 (I still stand by the fact that little finger should have had the throne!!) Or when Goose so desperately needs bringing down a peg 🤣. But my thoughts of you surface most in my sensitivity to others and their feelings. The battles there fighting. Helping however I can. To be the best me and help people be the best them. Checking in on people keeping in touch. That's how you help me to this day. I didn't keep in touch like I should have. The laughs I missed because of that I will always regret. But when I last saw you was across from each other at Monday night football. You said "Alright Perry!!" and we cracked on and played. God you were awful at football 😂 but were still the focal point of every attack for your team. You made us all laugh and I left thinking about you. Even if it was just "How did he miss and open goal?!" You always found a way to stick in the memory. Every day we miss you man. What I wouldn't give to have you pop up in our zoom call and sing a song so loud my speaker breaks. No matter what your never far from my thoughts and I'm totally okay with that. Rest easy Lane Train. ♥️